This morn i woke up at 835 cos my alarm clock malfunctioned again, or i simply didnt hear it ringing, god noes? rushed to work n managed to reach office at ard 940, think i really super speed ah. haha..

Yest the entire pudong ppl went to ktv n celebrated rx's bday. he turned 23 this yr, still so young.. so envious la. haha.. n i realised maybe i am too stone n quiet aldy la.. the pudong ppl's jumpiness n craziness is really nt my style, feel weird totally.

N i cant sing aldy.. like my voice r gone. dead somehow. dunnoe y.... a lot of things inside of me has gone DEAD, maybe soon i'll follow as well. haha.. kidding la..

Been trying to keep a clear n positive mind ya.. but with things going ard me like tat, its kinda hard. maybe i got involved in other ppl's stuff too much n neglected my own, maybe i shld learn to b a little more bo chap. afterall, i didnt gain anything for being so KPO also.. maybe its a little dumb la, but i'm used to it, ppl getting all the gd stuff while i always ended up with nothing.

I used to expect ppl to b appreciative of my effots but nah... nt anymore.. cos i noe the more i ask for it, the more i wont hav it then will get even more disappointed. haha..

oh well... life...