Here i am, finally decided to update my blog or rather, finally hav the thought to write something here.

How time has pass, gradually 1 week has slipped thru me n am getting closer to the end of my time here in shanghai. a lot, a lot of things happened during these 2 weeks n unfortunately, i will hav to say they r all bad things. i hav made some decisions which i've long wanted to make, but somehow i regretted it? i dunnoe... things juz didnt turn out the way i wanted it to b; u can use the words "disappointed and dishearted". but bcos i am here, i hav to show a strong n happy front although i am weak inside, i noe where my weak points are and i cannot let my emotions devour me again.

I really hope i can talk to someone here but........ things seem to b a little different or maybe i'm just nt tat gd with such words.... *frown*

I'm juz a little tired
I'm juz a little numb
Juz give me a little bit of time

U probably would nt get to read this but... no one is able to help those who doesnt help themselves.