My boss didnt come to work today, so i spent the entire day (or i plan to spend the entire day) reearching for our dec trip n chatting.

Ok, i've confirmed my return flight to be on the 23rd of dec, when i will go back to the place i'm the most familar with. will b touching down at sg at ard 9pm, n the 1st thing i wanna do: go get some supper!!! hahaah...

and i've been eating so much recently, think i am going to b a big fat pig when i get back. the stupid cold, cold weather really makes ppl get hungry very fast!

Time really passes by very fast, i've been here for 3 mths n toured so many places. spent quite some time yest on the bus pondering abt it, still remember the exact feelings i had when i was on my way to the airport. tons of farewell wishes n phone calls, it rained tat day n i teared as well, for the 1st time in my life, i left a place that i am so used to to experience a new life that is totally a big question mark for me at that time.

Life in Shanghai is still quite not bad, surrounded by friends and received no form of restrain from anyone. no one knows me and i feel i am leading a completely new life. suddenly, i feel so young n happy while hanging out with this bunch of new frenz, who are still so innocent, happy and fun! but life in reality is hard and cruel, soon they'll get to experience the obscurity and mean-ness of life, the feeling of being back-stabbed n betrayed. blah blah... haha...

Nothing lasts forever and i noe sooner or later, it will end. when i get back to sg, it will be another new me, a new life awaits for me and i'm gonna be prepared for it.

It's been a long time since i did this, dunnoe if i can still write it well or nt, lets try ba!

在时光不停流失的年华里，我明了了
人世间的离离合合，离别相聚
又怎能用我微小的双手抓的住？

试问我的沉默，我悠悠的闭上眼
当我撑开双眸，你已远离我而去

再见吧我的小虫，分离总该有个时候
把悲伤的心情收起，不再流泪！

hahhaha... this is absolutely crap! FAIL!