Here i am again, my 2nd post in less than 24hours. finally finished my translation work and am slacking here, waiting for time to pass. been feeling kinda lack of energy n tired these few days, muz b the severe lost of slp n the weather.

Shanghai's weather has started to turn cold after Krosa's visit, yest was rather chilling n i didnt prepared enuff clothings... as for my mind, well, has started to develop stupid thoughts again. i dun like this man... i hate to think of my past or the unhappy things. yes, one of my reason for coming to shanghai is actually to escape, or rather to take a break but now, i'm starting to miss home n everything that used to surround me. i know i will b back really soon but i dunnoe y... maybe i am even more scared of going back. haha...

Had some chats yest with some frenz i've made in shanghai, for such a short time we've been together, maybe its the 1st time i really open up. yes, i am complicated, i am secretive, i am a dangerous observer and probably more matured than many of them. but somehow my heart still long to b a young teen or something... when age is catching on to u too fast, it gets esp hard to look back.

I am actually quite glad i came here, although i really hate work n sch, the rest r fun! but well, i promised myself, i need to start gearing up n take charge of my life frm now... jiayou!